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August 30th, 2004
07:41 am

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I feel like SHIT
okay its like 7:42 in the morning and I can already tell I'm about to have a terrible day. I'm in such a bad mood. I'm gonna go to school and sleep 1st period...but anyways, I met this awesome guy,James, the other day and we like eachother .... but he has a goddamn girlfriend... I found out last night and I was so mad. Something always screws up when I like someone. Anyways, my last days at Roadhouse are coming near but if I get that job at FYE it's gonna be alot better! I'm excited. OoOoOo Amanda and Justin like eachother and I'm SO excited. They're sooooo cute. Me and
Amanda had this all planned out that she would date Justin and I'd date James but my part of the deal kinda fell through for now anyway. F James right in the A goddamnit. Welp, Gotta go to school....

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Breathe Life- Killswitch Engage

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August 3rd, 2004
10:50 am

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blaaah.....
Well Well Well... I haven't wrote in this thang in a long time. I got my dearest baby car back on Friday! It looks good...but it will look alot better when I get it all fixed up. I'm really excited. But pshhh my 2003 is nothing...Tim is freaking getting a 2005 Subaru WRX turbo after he sells his Supra...and then he's selling his Civic and getting a 2005 Toyota Scion for his daily driver...that's bull shit. I wish my parents were obsessed with me and stupid enough to buy me countless cars. Anyways... Corey,Matt,and Brad came to eat at Roadhouse last night. I sat with 'em for like 15 minutes and Diane didn't say anything to me...I was so surprised cause she's usually a bitch but she wasn't so bad last night... Corey threw a handful of peanuts at me from where he was sitting while I was up front..maybe it was payback to me for Amanda shutting his head in the door.hahaha! So I'd never met Brad Porter until last night... MmmMmmMmm...he's a hottie..and so is his truck. LoL Oh God. Can we say idiot...Venessa got Corey and Matt to break the window out of her car because she locked her keys in there...and then SHE CALLS THE FREAKING PO-POS AND SAYS SOMEONE BROKE IN HER CAR! I hate that bitch. She's the one that's gonna get in trouble though for filing a false police report and insurance fraud. Mwah haha. Bout time bitch went down..she gets on my nerves. I just noticed that I sound extremely black and I'm really not. =oP Anyways, I'm gonna get out of here but I'll write about my Texas Roadhouse adventure when I get off work tonight.

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: 2 of Hearts- Stacey Q

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July 29th, 2004
11:31 am

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*Money*Success*Fame*Glamour*
What can I say...I went to Zach's house last night and watched Party Monster and I LOVE IT! If you haven't seen it do yourself a favor and watch it. Club kids are so cool. =o) Anyways, Nothing very exciting has happend since I updated last...I went to Zach's house Sunday night, Monday night... worked Tuesday...and then I went to Zach's last night. The long lost Lindsay e-mailed me... I miss her but we're just too different. We usta be best friends but I guess I got too "wild" for her. Pfft, I guess its for the best...I wouldn't wanna influence her or anything...*rolls eyes* Right now I'm tryin' to figure out what to get Sarah for her birthday...maybe condoms and a bottle of whiskey? lol jk Sarah's so awesome. Haven't seen her in a while. =o( Haven't seen The Great Mandino in a while either...okay since Monday...but that's a long time for me and Amanda. Amanda, I'm buying Party Monster and you're watching it... it's kinda like Lil Wyte, makes you wanna go do some hard core drugs...ya know do some blow and heroin and be a club kid. Ha! Susie St. Susie and Amanda Alig...that would be us. WHOA, that would be awesome...I think I'm gonna go snort some Special K and put some glitter on now...

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Mindless Self Indulgence- Faggot

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July 26th, 2004
02:00 pm

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YaY!
Whoa, long time no write in the journal. A lot has happend in the last lil bit. I'm not gonna go into to detail though just for my sake. LoL Anyways... my baby car is getting fixed today and it should be done by Wednesday then it takes 2 weeks to get the title and I'll be good to go! YES! I won't hafta worry about smokin' up my mom's stupid SUV anymore. =) Haha...speaking of smoking up, Amanda I can't believe you almost shut Corey's head in the door. HHAAAAAAAHHAHA! That was so much fun, I love Corey and Matt. What's up with me hanging out with a bunch of freaking stoners?? I hung out with Matt and Corey Sunday and then Zach last night. It's crazy. I love Zach to death though...no one really understands. There's no way that we could ever be together though because besides Amanda he's my best friend. If we broke up then everything would suck. Zach's so awesome though. He's super cute and I can completely be myself around him. We get along really well and everything. But... I just CAN'T like him, I can't let myself. Its tough though. Anyways, I hafta work tonight so maybe Kris will be there and he's absolutely gorgeous...so maybe I can get the hook up. whoop whoop!

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Crime Mob-In My White Tee

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July 15th, 2004
11:35 pm

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I feel really weird right now. I feel sad but kind of like there's a happy little person being covered up inside me. I think the sad part is because my friend Matt died. Well, I guess you would call him a friend. More like a person that I talked to him when I saw him but never made a point to hang out with him or anything like that. Its just not fair though, he was only 20... people that young arent suppose to die. He was a really cool guy. It broke my heart last night when I walked in the funeral home and saw his skateboards proped up, the stickers on his casket, and most of all it freaked me out to see a giant heart-a-gram made out of pink and purple carnations. Its just not right. People are suppose to be old when they die. I feel silly because I'm living. It could just as easily been me laying in the casket as him. I think I take my life for granted and maybe I should slow down sometimes and "take time to smell the roses." You never know when your life is gonna end and I'm sure when Matt left Jeremiah's house, he didn't think that that was the last time he would talk to Jeremiah..he didn't know that he was breathing his last breathes...drinking his last beer...He ecspecially didn't know that Greenway was the last road he'd ever see. It breaks my heart. I wasn't that sad at first but now I guess its set in and its becoming real...<3RIP Matt Jackson 1984-2004<3 Anyways, I'm gonna end on a happy note..I got a cd player for my car today and its finally gettin' its stupid ass fixed tomorrow. If it doesn't then I'm gonna beat someone up. I've been waiting on this forever so wish me luck! *mwah*

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: Past Mistakes-Please Stay

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July 11th, 2004
01:13 am

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*nothingness*
HEY BIATCHES! I havent done a damn thing today except sit on my ass so I really don't have anything to write about... I guess I could talk about The Cosby Show since I watched it today but I don't think I want to. I was suppose to work but Diane called and told me not to come in. I hate that bitch. Grrr! Someone needs to kill her. Maybe we can start a Texas Roadhouse cult to slice her head off. Jesus. Anyways~ Amanda cracked me up today... Babylongbody...that's great. I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. Amanda, you're a goob. And don't be mean to Kris anymore because he's freakin' hott and I'll slice your head off along with Diane's. lol jk WELL I'm gonna go to bed now...g'nite! *mwah*

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